INTERVIEW with Mary , her experience and story of being defiled at the age of 7 …
Konfession. Site: Hello Mary 👋
Hello
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Konfession. Site: So tell us about your yourself ?
I am 44 years old. I work in the medical field. I have a boyfriend but we are in an open relationship. I am pretty kinky. I lost my virginity when I was 7 years old to my mother’s boyfriend.
Konfession. Site: How did you lose your virginity at the age of 7 to your mother’s boyfriend ?
My mothers boyfriend moved in, it was my 7th birthday. I remember we went out to eat at Chuckie Cheese. Then we went back to the house.My mom had to work a night shift so she left me there with her boyfriend. His name was Matt. I really like him. He was handsome and nice to me and always smelled so good. I just loved being around him. So after my mom left for work. He put on a movie.
The movie he put on was the 1976 porno parody of Alice in Wonderland. You can Google the movie if you want to see it. I was absolutely fascinated by all the things I was seeing in the movie.
I just remember that I was feeling hot and something was tingling between my legs. I saw that his pants were stretched over his erection. I asked him if I could see it. He told me I could see but I had to take off my clothes first. I pulled off my nightgown and panties right away.He took his clothes off as well. I remember I was fascinated with his cock. I didn’t know what to do with it but I knew I liked looking at it and touching it. He didn’t pressure me to do anything. He just laid still and let me touch it and move it around and play with it.
After a while, he asked if he could see my pussy. I thought it was only fair and he let me look at his. So I sat on the couch and spread me legs for him. He went between my legs and immediately started licking and fingering my pussy. It was such a rush, it left so good. I didn’t understand what was happening but I knew I felt amazing. He made me orgasm really hard
After I came, I remember he had me laying on my back on the couch. He started stroking his cock and then groaned and splattered a little come on my stomach
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Sorry, no face
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After he had come, he sat on the couch next to me and we talked about how my mom would be mad if she found out so we had to keep this secret.I just remember how special he made me feel. He was always so kind and generous as a lover. He made sure I orgasmed.
We continued having sex as often as we could. My mom was a nurse and frequently had to work the nightshift, so we had lots of nights alone.
Konfession. Site: Was he penetrating you with his dick, Considering your age?
When we first started, when I was 7 he never tried to penetrate me. I think he would have been too big. He would sometimes just rub the head of his cock back and forth over my pussy. That felt really nice.I think when I was 9 or 10 we worked up to full regular penetration. He was really creative and we figured out lots of ways to have sex
Konfession. Site: But wasn’t it painful ? Wasn’t there blood any insight on the pain and feeling in details ?
He really liked it when I licked his asshole. That was one of his favorite things to do. I was so eager to make him happy, I loved doing it. His whole body would shudder with please when I licked his butthole.There was no pain or blood. He had a little dildo that he used to use on me. She slowly worked up to the size of his cock. So it was always gentle and pleasurable for me.
Well I never told on him but I am pretty sure my Mom knew. She walked in and caught us a couple of different times but she would always just close the door and pretend she didn’t see anything. She never went to the cops or anything. I don’t really know why.
Konfession. Site: Didn’t it have any psychological impact on you did you ever tell mum ?
I’m sure it has had a psychological impact on me. I still think about the things he did with me when I masturbate. I think if him fondly a lot even though I have seen him in decades.I’ve never had a direct conversation with my Mom about him and what he did. She knows that I liked him a lot. She gets quiet and changed the subject whenever I bring him up.
Konfession. Site: Did you ever consider a rehab ?
Rehab for what? I don’t use drugs and rarely drink alcohol.
Konfession. Site: The psychological effects it had on you .. should have considered a psychological help ? Did you ever consider it ?
I continued having sex with him as often as we could until I got pregnant when I was 13. I was scared everyone was gonna find out what I was doing with him. He took me down to get an abortion though. He and my Mom broke up shortly after that and he moved out. I never saw him again after that.I don’t really feel like I need therapy or anything. I don’t feel like there is anything wrong with me.
Konfession. Site: He wasn’t arrested ?
No, he never got in trouble as far as I know. I wouldn’t want him to get arrested.
Konfession. Site: But what he did was wrong .. have you ever thought about that ?
Yes almost certainly. I’ve tried to look him up a few times but I haven’t had any luck finding himI know, intellectually, that what he did was wrong, but it doesn’t feel wrong to me? Does that make sense? He was so kind and gentle and made me feel safe and taken care of.
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Konfession. Site: Haven’t you built a family yet ?
I am unable to have kids. Something about my uterus was born wrong. So I never had children of my own. I do have a husband though that I love very muchI had PCOS as a teenager and they had to remove a large part of my uterus.
I don’t remember him being particular rich. I think he did something with computers
I think my experience with him have definitely contributed to me being kinky. I definitely have a thing for older men
Konfession. Site: So that’s the psychological effect it left on you ? Did you ever do anything with any older person apart from him?
Right after he left, when I was still 13 I dated a bunch of older guys. I slept around a lot when I was younger. I think I’ve probably had more than 60 or 70 sexual partners in my life.He was pretty kinky. He liked when I would pee on him or in his mouth. We did that a lot.
Sometimes he would put a small butt plug inside me before sending me to school. I always felt so special on those days. I would just think about him all day.
Konfession. Site: Weren’t you ever scared ? Didn’t you ever feel awkward .. didn’t you ever tell anyone ?
I was never scared around him. He was always so kind and gentle. He made me feel like the center of the universe. I never told anyone about him because I was afraid they would take him away.
Konfession. Site: Would you ever wish for this to ever happen to anyone be honest …
I’m sure the cops would want to put him in jail, but I wouldn’t testify against him.I know it’s wrong and there are lots of people that have bad or traumatic experiences having sex that young, so I wouldn’t wish for this to happen to anyone else. But for my experience, I felt like it was a good thing and I am grateful to him for what he did.
Konfession. Site: Yes, I really am grateful to him for everything we did together.
If you have any questions for Mary, send them in the comment section …
